An image of me has formed in your mind. You know the version of me I present to you and therefore, countless versions of me exist in this world, in everyone and everything I've smelled, felt, seen, experienced.
however, this site provides you with the real me, everything I have experienced and everything I want to experience.
a hunk of psychologically horrifying mess born in Karachi on the 30th of April, 2008. I still dream of that place, the one place everything felt real, even if it wasn't. I'm alone here now, away from that special place. Ever since I was a child, everything has felt too real, everytime i try to escape, for even a second, I'm tethered back to reality.
I desperately crave connection, rummaging through whatever scraps and hollow shells of humans I could find, but it was all in vain. It feels like a divine promise that I'll have everyone stripped away from me.
I always thought I needed something wrong, something different, broken in me just to have worth. This spiral of self-destruction left my visage blackened and charred, completely disconnected from what I was supposed to be. But now, I'm sure of what my soul has evolved into, I know what I must be.
